Don't want to do anything

I don't want to study or work. I'm failing college but constantly lie to my mother that I'm doing fine and trying to correct any mistakes. All I want to do is to play games and watch YouTube all day. But if my family will find out that I've been lying to them and pretending to study, they'll disown me. And i don't want to end up on the streets. I know it might be overreacting, but due to constant hypercare I grew up to be very immature. (19M) I don't have any skills and i don't need the life where I have to struggle only to keep struggling.