About daydreaming and music

I understand this may not be the place to get a ‘diagnose’ of a mental illness or suffering.

But, may this be a sign of something deeper?

I don’t listen to music as most people do, by that I mean, I don’t listen my music by using a playlist, or having a favorite artist, or by keeping up with a certain genre.

Instead, I listen to the same song on repeat (specially if it’s a nightcored song), over and over again, until I find it boring and find new pieces through the internet, they do not follow a pattern, and are from wildly different genres.

And while I listen to the music with headphones blasting my eardrums, I day dream about many fictional escenarios, many which include violence and sexual ideations. And we’re not talking about a brief period of the day, I basically daydream as much as I can. I realized how bad it was, when I concluded that I like to withdrawn from social gatherings because I find them unappealing, and rather enjoy my time alone daydreaming and listening the same song on repeat. And when I do go outside with my friends, I’m basically daydreaming all the event too, meaning that I don’t remember anything about what we did or they said.

Apologies for the third grade level type of writing, but English is not one of my strengths, I appreciate any advice, or sharing of a similar experience, thanks!