Just feeling angry at the unfairness of it all today

I know that limerence messes with your head, but I genuinely believe LO is the love of my life, and the person I was SUPPOSED to be with.

We’re the same age, similar backgrounds, similar attractiveness level, same interests (some of which are quite niche). And we just CLICK, like oh my god I don’t think I’ve ever met someone where we can just talk and talk and no amount of time would ever be enough. He is also incredibly lovely, talented and overall successful.

But he met his wife at 19 😱 it’s just so unfair! I honestly believe that if we both met now single, we’d be one of those couples married in a year and disgustingly happy. I’m just so mad at the world today for the unfairness of it, if I can’t have him why did you show me?!