I feel rejected from my family because of my choices. Anyone can relate as an ISFP ?
I (32M) live with my father (62), sister (19) and brother (17). And doggy the Boston Terrier. I only have two choices :
- Living with my father like I do but doing the job I like and studying my diploma ;
- Changing job, having a regular pay and living alone (in a lame small apartment) but giving up my studies and most dreams (I can't earn enough with my "at home teacher" job, and to be a regular teacher I need a diploma I don't have, that I'm currently trying to have) ;
I wish I could study and live alone but no one will give me money.
I feel my family doesn't want me around because of life choices. Don't like when I'm around, is annoyed by my hobbies or my things, making no effort to make me participate, don't wait for me for family reunion etc. Like I don't exist or I should disappear.
How does this relate to you or ISFP in general ?
How do you cope with it ? Especially when you have been rejected all your life.
I'm proactive in my life and I'm really looking for solutions.