I am miserable and on the verge of moving back home!!!

I just realised a year later that this isnt worth it. I moved thinking i would be happier away from all the disfunctional relationships at home and ive been suffering like never before.

I mean i like being in this big city way more than i like being in my small country where ive spent all my life. But at what expense? I am living paycheck to paycheck and cant even find a decent place to stay, i dont have comfort (meaning at least the basics of a clean and pleasant apartment to live in) and i am too depressed to build a social life for myself.

I have been planning heavily this weekend to just pack up and go back home soon. At least ill be living in a nice apartment and ill be able to save up some money and travel again. I’ve cut off everyone who was in my life back home so itll be pretty sad that i have noone to go back to but this right now isnt much better!!!

Theres literally no point in me staying here anymore.

For context i am now living in western europe but am originally from eastern europe.

Has anyone here been in a similar situation and how did you handle it?