Istg i hate salat.

It's cold asf and my mother wants me to perform wudu and offer prayers which i really don't wanna. Now i don't wanna pretend that im praying. I don't wanna bow to an imaginary being. The worst part is that i have my tests going on, i sleep at around 4 am and she wakes me up at 6 am to pray fajar. On the top of that ramadhan is coming and i really don't know what i will do then. I don't wanna starve because some illiterate pagan from 7th century said so. I am so done with this shit.