r/Atheism was mean to me

Hello, I posted in r/Atheism a post about me struggling with my religious trauma, and due to a mix of trauma and diagnosed mental issues, I went down a rabbit hole of Christianity, and I wanted advice on why Christianity is false like Islam, and why I should also avoid it, and find another way to cope with my trauma. BUT LOOKS LIKE THEY DIDN'T EVEN READ IT BECAUSE IT WAS LONG AND SO THEY JUST SAW MY TITLE "Is Christianity good for an ex-muslim" AND STARTED DOWNVOTING ME, AND CALLING ME A TROLL, AND ASKING IF I KNOW WHAT AN ATHEIST IS? LIKE WHY ARE THEY MEAN?! THEY FOR SURE WEREN'T MEAN WHEN I TOLD THEM I LEFT ISLAM AND WHY I HATE IT, OR IS IT JUST CIRCLE-JERKING?! "OH YEAH YOU LEFT RELIGION YOU ATHEIST VERY GOOD" AND IF YOU ASK ADVICE FOR ANY OTHER THING THEY ATTACK YOU? Ugh, maybe it's my anxiety, or depression, but I am starting to resent that subreddit specifically, like I resent religious people...