I just don’t know anymore
I’m 29, have no friends, haven’t had a relationship in years, stuck in a dead end job in a terrible industry, I’ve pretty much given up on dating and trying to actually find someone to build a future with because I don’t think I even have a future. All I do is go to work, go to the gym and go to bed.
I just can’t see the point anymore when I’m just constantly alone and working towards nothing, all my old hobbies and interests don’t excite me anymore and I just feel so alone all the time. I think about ending it but I know I won’t so I just keep going through the motions. I just don’t want to be me anymore.