Feeling hateful when depressed?

I just get hateful as fuck with depression. Like I just want (targeted twords happy people mostly) people to be miserable and fuckin hate themselves and life like I do, and get jealous when people "appreciate" life and don't wanna kill themselves everyday like me. Does this happen to any of y'all, too? Im curious to know you guys' experience with hateful thoughts, if any of you guys had any while experiencing your depression.