Resentment

Anybody resent their Demi sexuality? I only recently accepted that this is genuinely the closest label to how I feel and sometimes I wish it was easier for me. I see people around me making connections so easily and looking so happy and fulfilled and for me it’s only happened once and it lasted 17 years and then crumbled horribly. I feel like I’ll never feel secure with another person but I’m so bloody lonely! It’s a vicious circle and 9/10 times I praise how I feel but right now I just wish it was easier. Anyway, am I just being a whiney little bitch? Because that’s what it feels like as I’ve always looked at how i see people and relationships as positive but now? I feel like I’m stunted. Does this ever go away? Or am I again being an over thinking silly sally. TIA ❤️