i need a buddy to help me with blender :(

so i recently started college like 2 weeks ago, im majoring in 3d modeling and animation. ever since i started i have been ABSOLUTELY LOST. i hate blender, its such a complicating stupid app. there’s so many buttons and so many words i don’t know the meaning of. my classes are online which totally sucks because i need help all the time and i can’t just bother my teacher everyday because he takes a while to answer emails. i had an assignment due today, modeling a water bottle. everything was fine until it came to rounding out the corners, im not joking when i say i’ve watched over 10 youtube videos not including the teachers instruction videos on how to do this, none worked. i broke down because after trying to JUST round out the corners for an hour my laptop decided to crash and i lost my progress. i cried and just turned it in. same teacher for my animation class, i hate him for using a 3D PLATFORM FOR 2D ANIMATIONS. it doesn’t make sense to me it’s so hard. i just need someone who is familiar with blender to help me figure out how to do these things :( i don’t want to hate my future just because of this , thank you (sorry i kinda vented)