Honest Question about TOP

Hi baby vip here, from all the things I’ve heard and read. (I mean only TOP would know why he won’t come back or the real reason why he left) But based on what I’ve read is that he feels guilty from the hate the other members are getting bec of the youknowwhat, but why do I feel he genuinely just wants to explore other things and has finally closed the BB chapter in his life.

I want to know what you guys think? Or do you guys share the same sentiment?