A month means nothing

I've been trying to learn UE for a month. I used multiple YouTube tutorials and I'm still lost. All the tutorials are good but not for me. It's not how I learn. I need a goal to work towards, small steps. I'm currently trying to get a character and make a skeleton so it can move. This is probably not a small step.

I see the things done in this sub and am just blown away. It's a bit discouraging.