estrogen by injection and taking progesterone are both too risky according to my doctor (????)

i am so incredibly tired of dealing with getting HRT from a doctor. ive been doing what theyve told me for years and my results have been terrible, so i asked to change to E injections and some form of progesterone. apparently both are somehow risky and they dont offer them?

ive read a lot about HRT and never heard anyone say that injections are more dangerous than say gel, or that progesterone is too risky to even try. they just seem to not give a fuck about actually giving me good results, but just dont want the 0.0001% risk of me reporting health issues. but me being suicidal thanks to gender dysphoria for the last decade isnt a concern?

am i being unreasonable here, is there any validity to what they are saying or am i just getting bad treatment for no reason?