So im still a virgin

hello people, somehow i am still a virgin with 20. The only thing i had was once a blowjob and a handjob. And the blowjob was only given to me and Not from me. Somehow i wanna try it finally, but im too scared about it because i would be the bottom, and im even scared thatbi would regret it to give my virgin to a Stranger, what are your experince about it, did you regret it?