Are there any good guys ya nahi 😭🙏

Alrighty toh koi nibbi wgaera bullshit nhi hu but just a random thought ki actually are there guys jo accha sochte hai ladkiyo ke liye The thing is i was in a realtionship (maybe sirf mere liye hi thi) its a long story and im the type jisne ye soch rakha hai ki college mei hi date krenge kyuki tab actually reputation hogi like abhi school mei ye faltu time waste hai...like i dont wanna date while hiding abt it from my parents toh bs yehi plan tha but a guy i used to really like as guy and just wnted to be his friend since 2 years smthg , long story but we randomly became good friends and eventually he confessed toh feeling really happy i said yes , bhai usse itni gaaliyan dene ka mn krta tha kyuki at first everything was good but fir bad mei meri insult krna wagera....and galliyan dena hence , he was not a good guy with lots of male ego thingi.

Dusra i had few guys approach me and i thought like yuhi causally friendship thing but after few days it always ends up into something sex sux ki baatein 🤡 like bhai-

And when i was a kid toh yuhi thodi cheeze hui vi hai...toh uske karan bhi thoda i try staying away from guys jisne bilkul baat krne ka nhi hai...kyuki the way I've seen my clasmates talking abt girls...aisi waisi gaaliyan dena...like...how do they not feel bad doing this all? I have 1 good guy friend who's like genuine accha guy but why not more of good guys...the creepy stares in public , jokingly saying "thicc thighs mommy haha"...like nhi yr...and a guy said to me that i was overeacting and acting fake just cuz i said I'll wait for everything till marriage? Isme bhi meri galti?

And few months back when i was in the relationship...i was not exactly overweight but like that one day i felt confident because i thought i was looking good and showed a pic to him and since then he started to tease me abt my figure (not bragging but im a bit curvy) and it was in a way to make me feel conscious...it was so uncomfortable