You will ignore this

Reverse psychology. I know, genius. Either way, if this gets ignored, I'm proven right, if it doesn't, i have some entertainment when i wake up. What do you want to read? A sad story? I don't have one, I had a bunch of insecurities, parents made me self conscious about my weight and sensitivity. Felt like I was a throwaway friend that my friends barely value, all of that at 7 years old. Does that count? No? fine. How about some relatable words? Like... How I'm constantly tired all day and have no motivation to do anything? Cliche? fine. I guess you can leave. What's the point? Going into this subreddit, frolicking through the aisles of people who have it rougher than me, deciding to post to get my oh so special thoughts out there... Nothing better than seeing a big fat zero on the comment count to force myself down the gullet of despair and hopelessness once again. My attempts are laughable Are you cringing yet? Is anyone even there? Hello? I imagine i wake up and see no one commenting on this post, and realizing all these thoughts eventually fall flat. All for nothing. I hate myself for even trying.