Successful? Lonely AF 27m

I’m 27m, was raised in a cult (fun times am I right? )

Proving myself was my trauma response. Bought a Porsche and own a Husky (dreams came true yay me) gone to therapy for my past for a long time. Made peace with the teen years I missed out on.

Lonely AF. introvert. Online dating just makes it worse. I don’t have friends. Lately have been forcing myself to get out there..playing golf, going for walks.. in the past I went to bars alone, hell even clubbing alone..Really REALLY tried…

I’m just at the point now where I feel like my depression will finally get the better of me. Like why even fight it anymore. I’m not strong enough.. I just want friends..find a nice lady…meet my basic social needs

Posting on Reddit is kinda like a Hail Mary for me..fokken moeg ouens..

Any advice?