my bf makes me feel ugly.

Sobrang bigat lang. Di ko alam ano maramdaman. Everytime nagkikita kami todo ayos ako and all. Pero all he does is insult me and say ‘jokes’ na i look ‘dugyot’, ‘maasim’ etc. nakakasakit lang. Dont get me wrong, he calls me pretty sometimes. Sa chat lang. Never in person. Di naman ako pangit. May ibubuga naman. I used to stream games and lumaki naman yung following dahil sa face card.. duda sa gameplay haha. Anyway;

I told him this before and he said sorry. Sabi niya he never forgets to say ‘joke lang’ right after naman. He also said ganyan naman talaga siya. Love language daw niya mang-inis.

Sabi ko sakanya nakakasakit siya, and he should watch his words. Today, I surprised him and cut my hair. I was so excited to show him kasi puring puri ko siya ang pogi pogi ng bebe ko nung nagpagupit siya and he surprised me HAHA so I returned the surprise today

he looked at me weirdly and said ‘ano yan?’ ‘bat ganyan gupit mo?’ ‘Ano tawag jan para maiwasan?’ ‘ mukha kang tita.’

I don’t think may problema sa gupit ko. I asked literally everyone na abt their thoughts before I showed him and siya lang talaga nagkaron ng ganong reaction. I also think it looks good. I was excited to show him. Tinry ko talaga magpaganda for him. I confronted him about this, he denied na he thinks i look good naman daw. ‘Joke’ lang daw yon. Masakit talaga guys HAHA feel ko di na joke. Feel ko tinototoo na niya e to softsn the blow, dinadaan niya sa joke.

I asked him to back it up. Ganon kasi siyang tao. When he likes someone, it really shows. Showoff siya sa friends ganon. I asked him. Can you dhow me, kahit one na convo niyo ng friend(s)mo where u bragged me to them? Wala siyang mapakita. I asked permission from him if i can use his account before looking at his messenger and search it myself. Wala. Pero pagdating sa mga past niya nakausap na grabeng chinita girl na maputi with glasses or morenang mala model yung sexy, grabe flex siya before. Kaso mga di nagwork. Bat naman ganto. Nakakabother.