I miss Paul

I still miss Paul, I just want to watch his videos again without crying, without knowing he was dead, it's too hard to not have him here anymore, he's genuinely my favourite YouTuber ever, and it's horrible, that's the world had to lose him so quickly, I've been watching him since 2020-2021 (I don't really remember) and have love him, he got me into fallout, one of my favourite series I've ever played, I don't think there will ever be many YouTubers I'll miss more than him, and it's almost been two years since he died, but it still hurts me, I can't stop remembering that the day he died, December 14th, is also my birthday, so I guess I'll do some kind of tribute to him, every since birthday, I'll figure something out to do in honor of him