Is anyone else in standard banner 4 star purgatory.....?

I don't want to use my diamonds on the standard banner but oh my god I am so tempted to because WHAT IS THISSSS.... how have my standard 4 stars been so evenly distributed that I haven't finished a single set in almost 250 pulls? I managed to reach the third evolution of the swan outfit before I finished any of the 4 star sets PLEASE I just want to replace the basic ability outfits!!!!! ;-;