TW: feeling excited and terrified

TW: potential positive FET

I’m 4days post transfer and decided to test today at 3pm. Its positive. I had a faint positive day 5 and 6 last transfer (as in could be seen with a flashlight, ended in chemical) but 4 days post and seeing a light line feels unreal. 4 IUIs, 3 retrievals, 4 FETs and 4 years of this roller coaster and this is the darkest line I’ve ever seen so far.

I’m FREAKING out. I feel like there’s no way that test is right, I’m worried I’m going to have a chemical again, I’m worried Im getting myself excited for nothing. I cried the whole day of my transfer sure this was all a waste of energy and resources and now I’m just straight overwhelmed.