im in shambles how can this happen

for the first time in my entire life, i lost ALL three 50/50's for our queen, but not only that, i lost all of them to HIMEKO, HOW CAN THIS EVEN HAPPEN IM SO SAD, AND WORSE OF ALL, I FELL THREE TIMES IN A ROW, im not even sure if i will be able to pick up the e2 anymore

was not sure about what flair to put, i just needed to vent somewhere, im sorry if it is inconvenient ;(

for the first time in my entire life, i lost ALL three 50/50's for our queen, but not only that, i lost all of them to HIMEKO, HOW CAN THIS EVEN HAPPEN IM SO SAD, AND WORSE OF ALL, I FELL THREE TIMES IN A ROW, im not even sure if i will be able to pick up the e2 anymore

was not sure about what flair to put, i just needed to vent somewhere, im sorry if it is inconvenient ;(