Anyone else enjoy seeing red more than green?

Title basically. As someone hoping to FIRE in the next 10 years or so, I actually really look forward to large market downturns because they represent massive outsized future gains potential if bought.

I know I should feel good when my portfolio does well, but I can’t help feeling like if things would just dip a lot for a bit longer, I could make it out of this rat race a lot faster!

Anyone else feel the same?