Waiting in ER 🫨

I’ve been having near constant focal seizures for the past 4 days, so this morning I called the non-emergency health line and they ended up sending me an ambulance. I’ve now been waiting for 4.5 hours and have had 44 more focal seizures in that time. Not complaining about the time, I know the health dpt is under huge stress but I do wish they could give me something that could stop the seizures. I’m really worried that when I eventually do see the doctors they won’t believe me (I’ve had a doctor not believe my tonic clonic was a seizure before 🫨) especially since with focals you can’t really see it happening from the outside. I’m also just anxious and feeling weak and faint, really just want this to stop 😭 just wanted to get that out, hope you’re all having a safe/nice day.