You won’t ruin anything.

Your Epilepsy won’t ruin anything! If you are on meds and have anxiety to forget them, or are scared to tell anyone about your seizures, no one will judge you. People are generally thankful for being told what to do in a situation where you have a seizure and how to give you your rescue med. for your anxiety, there are also meds like opipram (that’s the German name). I take it and there are no side effects. Point is, people will help you, the world isn’t a dark place and you can go on with your day without worrying that you will ruin something. Your Epilepsy has no control, over how you want to live your life. I know it’s hard to find a neurologist and the right medication for you. But you can do that, I believe in you 💜