My sotuationship sent me this

Hey dad I felt like I gave more and she never seemed to want to give back. I loved her so much and really tried to treat her well. I bought her gifts and was really attentive to her. At some point she told me i was her bandaid but I realize now bandaids get thrown out when theyre not useful. There were so many red flags and still I wanted to treat her right so that maybe she would reciprocate and love me back. She got mad at me when I told her I felt like she was dismissive of me and ignored me. I even suspected she was talking to other guys becuase the day after we were intimate she went to go see the set of a dj friend at a club when she told me to give her time because her parents were strict and that she had been busy all day with her dad. I was understanding but she's 24 and I'm 27. She even posted something about always being single and when I asked her about it she said it was by accident and somehow said I was being rude to her when I told her I didn't want to be played. Maybe it was the way I said but she took no accountability and somehow found a way to blame me. I told her I wanted something serious and she said the same. But then she disappeared when I started calling her out and I kept insisting on closure or an explanation because I was having anxiety attacks and felt really sad. We were talking for more than a year long distance and only dating like two months. And in those two months she only made time to see me twice. Anyways this was her final message:

"I will only say 1 thing so that you dont write me anymore because I find this situation so annoying. It was simply you! With certain behaviors that made me stay away from you And if you don't want me to block you, please don't write me anymore."

And after that I still asked for forgiveness. But then I spoke to a friend and he told me I was being used so I sent her this and thats when she blocked me:

"You know what no. You liked the attention I gave you and that I was looking out for you. You weren't really sure about me. Maybe you even hung out or talked to other guys to see which one you liked more even if they were in a relationship. Deny it all you want.

I will block you. I wasn't perfect, but it wasn't all my fault either. Good luck."

I know i wasnt perfect but to blame me for everything is crazy. Any kind of insight would be appreciated. The longer the reply the better please