Not enough

Every day, something new

As if I couldn't decide

Trying to do, trying to learn

Just to be left out again.

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What am I doing wrong?

Why can't I go on?

Everything piles up

In the darkest corner of my mind.

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Everytime I go back

I know the result it will have

As if I didn't have enough willpower

To keep going on.