Do you guys really think breasts with big areolas are disgusting?

I read a comment like this in the other post and needless to say that my underground self-esteem got even worse. The famous “tuberous breasts”/“torpedo tits” and stuff. No matter how much I try to improve my face and body... I will continue to be seen as "ugly", "disgusting" and less desirable for something I didn't choose to have. My boyfriend says he likes all kinds of breasts, but I know he lies only because he loves me and we've been together for seven years, but I don't want him to ONLY love me, I want to have his favorite body and it kills me inside not having and he refuses to be 100% honest with me.