No one cares if you’re depressed

Seems like everyone’s depressed and whenever I speak out or write, everyone’s like “yeah we’ll hang in there & we all go through something.”

What if I’m so fkn depressed I feel like crying literally 99% of the time. “Call a suicide hotline” they’re always unavailable. Cause this many ppl feel bad.

“Talk to a priest” I did. A couple of times. Still sad. “Go to therapy” I did. Then they stopped providing visits cause they got a maximum of 5. Because that’s the only resources they had. “Call a psychiatric place” I did and they denied me cause my problems don’t seem big enough.

I swear to god I am so tired of everything.